CASH: A Curvy Woman Mountain Man Short Romance by Erin Havoc

Author:Erin Havoc [Havoc, Erin]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: A BBW Romance
Publisher: Amazon
Published: 2021-01-30T16:00:00+00:00

7

EVERLY

THE EYE OF the World lies open, forgotten on my lap. The words blur every time I try to focus on them. Taking a deep breath, I blink several times and read the next sentence. When it makes no sense to me, I’m forced to return to the last paragraph. When that one makes little sense either, I give up.

It’s useless. Even if I have managed some peace for a change, and dragged the armchair closer to the window to have some sunlight, I can’t read. No matter I have shut myself inside my room not to be bothered. No matter I’ve opened the windows to let the breeze and the sound of birds chirping in. I can’t focus.

Before I notice it, I’m looking into the distance, my mind gone. My memories take the frontal lobe of my brain and I can only think of him. I can only remember how sweet Cash was to me. His hand on mine as he helped me down the trail, always worried, always watching. I remember his eyes glinting as he listened to me. And I can’t forget the way his lips felt on mine.

Like fire. Like going out into the cold until my fingers hurt and my cheeks burn, then coming back inside and pressing my face to a warm towel. Like sipping hot chocolate and licking marshmallows from my top lip.

Cash was sweet and gentle, but he awoke something so stark inside me. So bright. I’m a thirty-five year old virgin who never went after getting my V-Card punched. Didn’t want some random fucker who thought he was doing me a favor. And I have never fallen in love, not when all the boys I crushed on turned out to be jerks.

But I had never missed it. I never missed the sex as much as I missed being loved. Not until I met Cash, anyway. Not until his fingers left trails of fire along my skin, making me ache for him. For more. For everything.

I would have gone all the way with him from the get-go. But he was so... Handsome and fiercely sexy. It overwhelmed me. And seeing him every day and spending time with him made me hope. Made me dream about having more.

Now I regret it. Should have at least fucked him so I could have a memory of his body on mine. At least once.

My heart misses him. My body cries for his. And I can’t see him because my father makes no sense. He’s controlling, but he doesn’t help me. All he cares about is his reputation and people respecting him. He doesn’t give a shit about my true happiness. Neither does mom. She only abhors the idea of having a single daughter, as if that’s the most atrocious thing in the world.

My thoughts summon her. She opens the door without knocking and stops with a hand on her hip. Taking a deep breath, she sighs. Dramatically. Cocking a brow, I wait for her to say something, but she doesn’t, instead looking into the distance and sighing again.

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